14/1o/2o11 - Don't you just hate it when...

I'm single again.
Why? Because apparently the best decisions are made at 2:30AM without talking to anyone because they're asleep and trying to get a good nights sleep for college the next day. >:T
To make a long story short, he made assumptions that were wrong and thus said a lot of offensive things to me. One of which was that I should 'go and live my life as a fictional character'. -_-;

It wasn't even that which hurt me the most. What did was that it showed how little trust he had in me. He'd already shown it by accusing me of 'thinking more about fiction than about us', so this was just confirming it.
I can't believe that he didn't trust me. The fact that he thought I could be so heartless was just... it still hurts.

But now, even after the fireworks, he insists that we are on a break. But it's given me time to think. He doesn't trust me, so I don't trust him. I can't be with someone who is going to point the finger at everything that I do. I am my own person and I do what I like.

Just... I honestly don't know why I open my emotions to others. It's like I'm just something to be passed around.
Well, I'm putting my foot down. I'm not going to stand for this...

- AJ~